There is nothing left to say

You know with all the recent phone #s our group has gained (2 extreeeeeeeeeeeeemely hot scottish guys w/ extremely hot accents) and a random # from someone who happened to overhear a conversation we didn't bother keeping down (including fun aspects such as making out w/ everyone, drinking, partying, and such goodness) it got me thinking that i would like to obtain the phone # of this one guy who I keep seeing at local music shows. Yet another reason for me to go see Jordan's band The Never on Wed after SKS b/c if I go....maaaaaaaaaybe I can see this nice soft spoken red haired guy. b/c we have seen eachother like 3 times. I think a phone # is in order. don't you?

So I am not used to complaining. and I don't think anyone else is used to my complaining therefore I will use this medium since not many people read it. and those who do read it should be okay with my complaining.... so here we go.... I will begin this complaint withthe standard "life sucks" especially now. My throat hates me and has decided to act in mutiny. my stomach  feels as if it is twisted up in knots. and my mind...ha well that is as  crazy and fucked up as ever. I am allowed to use such language here right? anyway. oh and my roommate knocked over my magnet board that was on the door last night and didn't even bother attempting to right it. i know the thing is messed up but you could have taken a second to attempt to fix it, couldn't you have? IF yours had fallen I would have tried to fix it. in fact last semester when your bloody magnetic calendar piece kept falling off the door I pretty much always tried to fix iif in opening the door it fell off. even though that was somewhat of a lost cause.
so yeah.
yesterday started off w/ me in a somewhat bad place. kinda felt crappy upon awakenng for no real good reason but went to classes and all. then I had to meet w/ a few people about sks and that was better than classes by far. and after that lauren treated me to dinner at Lime and Basil w/ Meg, anya and Jordan. it was a delight, one of the few I had yesterday. and all went well, until I got back wherein my feelings started to decline to this apatheticsort of feeling...so I went to bed. Early. seriously early. like 10. my roommate came in "are you going to bed?!?" me, "YES". then I got a call from richard asking if anything was happening and I was like "If something could it would be awesome but I can't get up w/ everyone and we don't have a place....etc." so then I hung up and finally was allowed to sleep.
I got an IM from patrick asking if I was going to the segway party and i answered no that I felt like shit, and he responded: You? Crappy? wow that sucks sorta thing. I then tried to proceed w/ an explanation why but never got a response from him so clearly HE didn't care and that's fine. see if I give a shit about him. oh wait, I don't. bastard. okay. sorry.what I am writing is coming off as I think of it, so screw the censoring of it. haha.
hmmm... is there really anything else I need to say about how much life sucks. well there's something funny I must say not dealing w/ this entry at all. it is funny how josh likes this song by system of a down that says "everybody everybody everybody fucks" and is so very moral at the same time.Josh is cool. I need to hang out w/ him more, but I don't know ... I also want to hang out w/ Jordan more. He is an amazing character. He has a socratic method of questioning things and I've never met someone like him, so I definitely want to hang out w/ him.
so to end this entry I will have to use the word that will probably describe this entire day if it continues as is:

BLAH.

haha. i haven't updated in a really really long time. and all i have to say to that is damn. what can I say. myspace is a little more convenient. hard to believe i was maintaining so many of these crazy things at one time. and i am not helping things now. time to sleep. really.

or you know what would be even better than a piece of that kit kat bar? Fall BREAK!!I need it and I need it now. I am really quite irked w/ this university for its policies. we don't seem to have much time at all off. I need to use this break (which is really only a weekend plus two extra days) for several things: FIRST--Fun! The old ceremony will return to west end wine bar on thursday. Hurrah! I am about as close to a groupie as they have, I imagine haha. but anyway. on Saturday there is a show at cat's cradle featuring The Rosebuds and a band known as Hotel Lights. I know already what the rosebuds sound like, and they are good. another friend of mine recommended hotel lights, so this may have to be a stop as well. we will see. also hang out w/ my friends who aren't going anywhere for fall break. and watch almost famous. woot. of course antonio would be leaving for the break *sigh* but I suppose I shall somehow survive.
   in addition to playing I REALLY should try to catch up on my work. I am ready to literally bury myself in my blankets and refuse to come out for fear that I shall be crushed by homework and such other stuff. gaa.... give me a break. please. and damn. i have media law at 2 p.m. how i am gonna stay awake in this class I know not. I think I am going to bed early tonight. i am going to say "vaya al infierno!" to the rest of the world. or something to that effect. who knows.
okay. i am out for now. i need to do a little more last minute studying. or something.

my roommate is looking at something online and laughing hysterically every so often. for some reason, this really bothers me. anyway. yay thursday. weekend is almost here. if I can survive today =P